Tired of people who won't know how to get closer.Tired of being so involved and still feeling nothing. Tired of faking it, tired of compromising, tired and vomiting over my tired mind and pretending i'm doing something useful. Tired of smiling without believing it, tired of falling for details, tired of being in love with the wrong guy, tired of filling my tormented soul with words and images i honestly dislike, tired of talking to shallow people just because i'm a social animal, tired and vomiting over my stupid and weak mind.
Today i went out all by myself, just because i wanted to smoke and have a drink and have a clever conversation with my deadly self. Told my mother that i was going to have a coffee with an old friend and ran out. I don't remember very well what i've done while being outside my house, i just know that this evening caught me half-depressed.
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Oh my dear, sometimes we think the same. And act the same, now that you've started smoking. I couldn't quit, it was just a false alarm.
Tired of loving the wrong guy...so, so true. Tired of shallow people- what the hell, this is the paradise for them.
I miss you. I can't believe we haven't had a proper cigarette together yet. Please do your best and come and visit me. I'll be living in a nice village by a nice river. And 20 mins away from the sea. Come, come, I miss you, potaie depresiva ce esti! :*:*
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