luni, 22 iunie 2009

straight line is godless


dezvolt dezvolt.
punct de plecare.
fac schite schite schite

ha!

mda, deci nu pot sa dau hide sau cv de genul la ce am postat pana acum. si nici sa le sterg nu ma lasa inima. nu de alta, dar ma mai amuz si eu de una alta. Ideea e ca sunt de ignorat, nu de citit, decat daca are cineva timp de pierdut sau un interes deosebit pt stari schizoide de cea mai slaba calitate. Adica eu le apreciez, stiu ce am in cap si ce bazaie acolo, dar .. well.. whatever. nu mai conteaza.


In curand o sa ma ocup de chestii dragute.

duminică, 7 iunie 2009

little disasters and atomic bombs in my head

Tired of people who won't know how to get closer.Tired of being so involved and still feeling nothing. Tired of faking it, tired of compromising, tired and vomiting over my tired mind and pretending i'm doing something useful. Tired of smiling without believing it, tired of falling for details, tired of being in love with the wrong guy, tired of filling my tormented soul with words and images i honestly dislike, tired of talking to shallow people just because i'm a social animal, tired and vomiting over my stupid and weak mind.
Today i went out all by myself, just because i wanted to smoke and have a drink and have a clever conversation with my deadly self. Told my mother that i was going to have a coffee with an old friend and ran out. I don't remember very well what i've done while being outside my house, i just know that this evening caught me half-depressed.