joi, 13 august 2009

o portie


I woke up smoking on my window at 3.21 a.m. Got the most weird thoughts. It's 3 weeks since i'm trying to be less selfish. (= thinking more about what others wish and helping myself to understand other reasons and lives). Still, i cannot do it well. I'm the most selfish being on the planet. I am to blame for most of the nasty things that happen in this world ;)
Anywayzzz, i've got new brushes and colours. I'm trying to figure out what can i do, as i decided to give up the old way of doing things. It bugs me off. Sometimes i'm just too confused or dizzy to see what moves near me. I'm so static and unbalanced, that i succeed to ruin everything i start. All this trash around me + my messy floor makes me think about what a chaos i am. I play fool most of the time and pretend i'm fine, but.. i crumble inside, i breath slow, i almost faint when he's not near. I've been painting for nothing, i wish i could say i have something on my mind.

Come and say 'hello'. I badly need this.


"Iubirea nu trebuia sa fie ca un ciocan. As fi vrut sa cuprind lumea"
" Liniile intrerupte de pe autostrada se unesc daca mergi repede, dar ele tot intrerupte raman"

5 comentarii:

Anonim spunea...

Hello, I love you! You're not painting in vain potaie, you just need to get out there and show the people what you're doing! Try to have another exhibition, send your works to contests outside Romania. I have a gallery at my university and a little bird told me the manager likes contemporary art, and very sophisticated things. She might like your paintings, but you need to send me some of them :D You promised remember? I'm curious:D

Anonim spunea...

P.S: having your own website would be a good idea :P

bluewoh spunea...

I will potaie. Soon. I'm a bit lazy these days, but as soon as i get to move, i will send you . :D. hugs, love ya

dana petrini spunea...

pe unde umbli? I sent you an email through yahoo last week, je pense.

Anonim spunea...

Acum de fiecare data cand o sa vad postul asta o sa ma gandesc la sosul tau de usturoi=))))